Immerse Your Soul In Love

At the moment the title to this post is true. I've listened to lots of music today, mainly Dreadzone, Kashmir, Manics, Moby, NIN and Massive Attack. A lot of stuff I've not listen to much recently. It's been good.

I've also done a lot of MySQL setting up my database for my Final Year Project. I first said i needed to start my implementation a couple of weeks ago now and it still doesn't feel underway as such. I have now bought a PHP & MySQL book though. My tutor keeps telling me I'm doing well but i don't think he realises how much i have to do. Anyways my database is very nearly set up (excluding indexing atm) and is populated with all 470 players. I'm still not totally sure of how to deal with the dates and weeks the game uses, i keep telling myself I'll cross that bridge later.

I've watched all Neon Genesis: Evangelion the past week, including the film. I thought it was excellent, if not a little confusing. I think it got the concepts it wanted to across, but they were quite intense. I thought the end of the series was inspiration with dealing with the characters psychological issues (the creator had suffered with depression before he started work on Neon Genesis) and the film had interesting religious interpretations. Plus if you didn't want to get too deep, it had massive fighting robots =) I won't give anything away but i recommend anyone to give it a go.

I've also been watching Celebrity Big Brother, it's a lot better than last years dire effort. There's a lot of interesting characters in it. Pete was quite funny but now he just seems to be angry and bitter all the time for no reason. Barrymore was funny too but now he just looks like he's broken down. Dennis Rodman has been great and will be to the end. I'm almost embarrassed to say i think i want Preston to win, just because he's had to take a lot of crap off the bitter older housemates and has taken it all pretty well. I don't like Chantelle, there have been a lot more awful dumb blondes on in the past though.

That's pretty much a glimpse of my life of late. That might mean i won't have anything to post over the next few weeks =P

Peace x

Yesterday i bought a big double chocolate muffin. I then made a cup of Yorkshire Tea. It were superb.

Winning combination

I then proceeded to a public house to watch the football on a tv bigger than mine. That had potential to be a lot better.

Pint o' JS

I saw this stand up on Google Videos of the Day and found it hilarious. Enjoy =)



Comedian Mitch Hedberg Letterman Stand up

Quite a coincidence i was listening to this song when i decided to post (i am still doing song titles for each post title btw =P), i had a couple of disturbing dreams last night.

The first seemed to go on for ages. A demon rose from a big fiery hole in the ground to enslave us all. We knew it was coming, we had already excepted it. It was massive, walked on all fours and had big twisty horns on the side of it's head (It looked a lot like the boss at the end of Hell on Doom3). Anyone that opposed him was killed, either by him or someone trying to prove their worth to evil. The land was all burnt and the sky constantly stormy. We had to turn massive wheels to power something, but it was too big to comprehend what we were actually doing. A hierarchy of power developed by people showing the lord (he was only ever referred to as "Lord" never a demon or Satan or anything) how evil they were by killing or torturing other people. As the dream went on i became more and more comfortable with this new world, i started to love the hate and anger and pain i felt all the time. It felt good to know how the world worked, and having a purpose in life, even if it was manual labour powering some machine i had no concept of. I felt i was becoming evil and loved it, just like the others around me that had survived this far.

I liked this dream, i don't know what it says about me. It was pretty intense but i was never really scared. I didn't wake up in a sweat or anything.

The next dream was quite short. I was sat on the grass under a tree in a really nice neighbourhood, it was sunny and warm. Then across the road a car sped straight into a tree and crashed. It quickly backed up then drove into a fence, knocking it down. There was a family behind the fence having a bbq. The car then drove straight into the family, reversed out and started to speed away before it just stopped. A really weird looking fat baby (pretty much a sphere) jumped out and the police arrived but they didn't stop the baby as he walked off.

That dream disturbed me a lot. Don't know what these dreams mean, but they were really vivid. Ahh well, maybe I'll have nicer dreams tonight.

Hello all!

My first post of 2006, who's to know what's going to happen? New years never really mean much to me apart from an excuse to party hard, I don't make resolutions or anything. The party in Leeds this year was good fun, I had a great time. Was ace to see all the 'gang' again.

So I'm back in Middlesbrough again. Not really got my head down yet but it's always so hard after a long break of anti-work. The Christmas hols on a whole were fairly unspectacular, but I thankfully got to spend a couple of days with my gf after New Years. She works so hard bless her, but I'm proud of her for her commitments. I've always been quite work shy in the past myself, but with uni coming to an end I'm kinda just presuming I'll be able to get a job no problem. We'll just have to see =)

The next couple of months are make-or-break time for me now with regards to my degree. Strange that it'll all be over so soon. The past 3 1/2 years coming down to the next few months. Still don't know what to do afterwards, as in whether to live in Leeds or Hull and plans of a bit of travelling at some point. I'll be taking the play-it-by-ear approach, get a job and pay back my overdraft then see what the options are.

Anyways, may the new year be happy and prosperous for us all =) x