Saturday, January 14, 2006
Must Be Dreaming
Quite a coincidence i was listening to this song when i decided to post (i am still doing song titles for each post title btw =P), i had a couple of disturbing dreams last night.
The first seemed to go on for ages. A demon rose from a big fiery hole in the ground to enslave us all. We knew it was coming, we had already excepted it. It was massive, walked on all fours and had big twisty horns on the side of it's head (It looked a lot like the boss at the end of Hell on Doom3). Anyone that opposed him was killed, either by him or someone trying to prove their worth to evil. The land was all burnt and the sky constantly stormy. We had to turn massive wheels to power something, but it was too big to comprehend what we were actually doing. A hierarchy of power developed by people showing the lord (he was only ever referred to as "Lord" never a demon or Satan or anything) how evil they were by killing or torturing other people. As the dream went on i became more and more comfortable with this new world, i started to love the hate and anger and pain i felt all the time. It felt good to know how the world worked, and having a purpose in life, even if it was manual labour powering some machine i had no concept of. I felt i was becoming evil and loved it, just like the others around me that had survived this far.
I liked this dream, i don't know what it says about me. It was pretty intense but i was never really scared. I didn't wake up in a sweat or anything.
The next dream was quite short. I was sat on the grass under a tree in a really nice neighbourhood, it was sunny and warm. Then across the road a car sped straight into a tree and crashed. It quickly backed up then drove into a fence, knocking it down. There was a family behind the fence having a bbq. The car then drove straight into the family, reversed out and started to speed away before it just stopped. A really weird looking fat baby (pretty much a sphere) jumped out and the police arrived but they didn't stop the baby as he walked off.
That dream disturbed me a lot. Don't know what these dreams mean, but they were really vivid. Ahh well, maybe I'll have nicer dreams tonight.
Comments:
Heh your dreams are as weird as mine. I had one before i came back to uni which was very strange. Everyone i knew was at this ski resort, i was heavily pregnant, one of my friends apparantly died but i didn't see them in my dream and i also got chased by absolutely massive turkeys and used a dustbin lid to defend myself from them. God knows what was going on in my head to come up with that :P
The first seemed to go on for ages. A demon rose from a big fiery hole in the ground to enslave us all. We knew it was coming, we had already excepted it. It was massive, walked on all fours and had big twisty horns on the side of it's head (It looked a lot like the boss at the end of Hell on Doom3). Anyone that opposed him was killed, either by him or someone trying to prove their worth to evil. The land was all burnt and the sky constantly stormy. We had to turn massive wheels to power something, but it was too big to comprehend what we were actually doing. A hierarchy of power developed by people showing the lord (he was only ever referred to as "Lord" never a demon or Satan or anything) how evil they were by killing or torturing other people. As the dream went on i became more and more comfortable with this new world, i started to love the hate and anger and pain i felt all the time. It felt good to know how the world worked, and having a purpose in life, even if it was manual labour powering some machine i had no concept of. I felt i was becoming evil and loved it, just like the others around me that had survived this far.
I liked this dream, i don't know what it says about me. It was pretty intense but i was never really scared. I didn't wake up in a sweat or anything.
The next dream was quite short. I was sat on the grass under a tree in a really nice neighbourhood, it was sunny and warm. Then across the road a car sped straight into a tree and crashed. It quickly backed up then drove into a fence, knocking it down. There was a family behind the fence having a bbq. The car then drove straight into the family, reversed out and started to speed away before it just stopped. A really weird looking fat baby (pretty much a sphere) jumped out and the police arrived but they didn't stop the baby as he walked off.
That dream disturbed me a lot. Don't know what these dreams mean, but they were really vivid. Ahh well, maybe I'll have nicer dreams tonight.
Comments:
Heh your dreams are as weird as mine. I had one before i came back to uni which was very strange. Everyone i knew was at this ski resort, i was heavily pregnant, one of my friends apparantly died but i didn't see them in my dream and i also got chased by absolutely massive turkeys and used a dustbin lid to defend myself from them. God knows what was going on in my head to come up with that :P